It's been a while since I've actually wrote an LJ entry that was somewhat long. I can't remember the last time I did. I wish I wrote in here everyday, but it's impossible to remember. I don't ever want to completely forget about my Live Journal though.  I might even edit my layout with something from Photoshop that I made.  I'm gonna miss Photoshop when the trimester ends.
I should be working on my birthday list but I'm a procrastinator. I should be excited to make it since I could have pretty much anything merchandise-wise.

So...
It sucks when one of your friend's turns into a bitch because of pot.
And thinks she can do whatever she wants to me just because that's the way she is.
Yeah, it sucks.

...Just to see if this works.

This conversation has been the highlight of my day so far:

TearTheSkyDownxx: We should go to the mall and get clothes...not bitch ass kohls though
illegalTaste101:  yeah i know we have to
illegalTaste101:  like at DEB and shit
TearTheSkyDownxx: fuck yes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  I know!
TearTheSkyDownxx: dev
illegalTaste101:  omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: deb
illegalTaste101:  yes we have to
TearTheSkyDownxx: has so many cool clothes
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: I'm so excited
illegalTaste101:  WOw
TearTheSkyDownxx: super excited
illegalTaste101:  me too
illegalTaste101:  excited like crazy
illegalTaste101:  crazy crazy shit!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and charlotte russe
TearTheSkyDownxx: and omg
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  omg
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: excited
illegalTaste101:  plus a little spencers if we can
illegalTaste101:  me too!
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: specner's!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and...
illegalTaste101:  yes!
illegalTaste101:  but they have rainbows
TearTheSkyDownxx: EVERYWHERE
illegalTaste101:  asdglljk adsgkjadsglkjsad
illegalTaste101:  yes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: heck yes
illegalTaste101:  aand steve n' berry's
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: OMG

illegalTaste101:  that's amazing
TearTheSkyDownxx: I love that store!
TearTheSkyDownxx: amazing
illegalTaste101:  i want more glasses
illegalTaste101:  me too!
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: me too!
illegalTaste101:  quite amazing!
TearTheSkyDownxx: Let's get sunglasses!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and sunglasses
illegalTaste101:  yes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and shirts
illegalTaste101:  sunglasses!
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: and shorts
TearTheSkyDownxx: and clothes
TearTheSkyDownxx: and pants
illegalTaste101:  yes and pants
illegalTaste101:  pants!!!!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and socks
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: pants!
illegalTaste101:  oh yeah
illegalTaste101:  defiently
illegalTaste101:  pants!
TearTheSkyDownxx: we need pants!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: I'm so excited
illegalTaste101:  yes liek a tonn
TearTheSkyDownxx: to buy pants
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  we need big clothes to wear
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: let's get shoes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  yes@
TearTheSkyDownxx: shoes
illegalTaste101:  shoes!
illegalTaste101:  omg
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh god!
illegalTaste101:  OMG amazing
TearTheSkyDownxx: we're getting soes
illegalTaste101:  jesus.
TearTheSkyDownxx: shoes*
illegalTaste101:  yes we have to
TearTheSkyDownxx: holys hit
illegalTaste101:  haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: I can't type
TearTheSkyDownxx: lmao
TearTheSkyDownxx: shoes though
illegalTaste101:  yea me either
illegalTaste101:  haha
illegalTaste101:  are you lauging
illegalTaste101:  right now
illegalTaste101:  >
illegalTaste101:  ?
TearTheSkyDownxx: yeah
TearTheSkyDownxx: I wouldn't say lmao
illegalTaste101:  yea i am too
illegalTaste101:  ooh yeah
illegalTaste101:  wow
illegalTaste101:  this is too fun
TearTheSkyDownxx: lol=grin
haha=laughing on the inside
lmao=Laughing hardish or cracking up
illegalTaste101:  haha
illegalTaste101:  that cracked me the fuck up
illegalTaste101:  you dont even know
TearTheSkyDownxx: haha
illegalTaste101:  i'm dying on the keyboard right now
TearTheSkyDownxx: or lol=what to say when there is nothing else to say
illegalTaste101:  yeah i'm dead.
illegalTaste101:  yeah i nkow
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh shit don't die.
TearTheSkyDownxx: Like watch
illegalTaste101:  oikay i wont
TearTheSkyDownxx: don't say anything for like 30 seconds
TearTheSkyDownxx: lol
illegalTaste101:  agew jasd
TearTheSkyDownxx: See, I broke our silence
illegalTaste101:  i just start ed laughing
illegalTaste101:  because i cant count
illegalTaste101:  and i didn't know when you were going to say it
TearTheSkyDownxx: haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: I said it though
TearTheSkyDownxx: so anyways
TearTheSkyDownxx: the mall
illegalTaste101:  yeah i know
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: it's so big
illegalTaste101:  OMG!
illegalTaste101:  mall!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and we're gonna walk through it
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  it's h uge!!!!
TearTheSkyDownxx: let's get smoothies
illegalTaste101:  HUGER than my house
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh shit
TearTheSkyDownxx: I'm so excited!
illegalTaste101:  yes we have too. fuck big font
TearTheSkyDownxx: to get smoothies
illegalTaste101:  me too!
illegalTaste101:  smoothies!!!
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes!
TearTheSkyDownxx: Strawberry!
TearTheSkyDownxx: and then we can go to hot topic and get clothes
illegalTaste101:  no...
illegalTaste101:  kidding
TearTheSkyDownxx: and then to spencers and get clothes
TearTheSkyDownxx: haha
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  we have to
TearTheSkyDownxx: and then deb for clothes
illegalTaste101:  not from hot topic
illegalTaste101:  i have no moeny
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh yeah
TearTheSkyDownxx: my bad
illegalTaste101:  hot topic is our place
TearTheSkyDownxx: I didn't mean to ruin the moment
illegalTaste101:  we dont do that shit there
illegalTaste101:  it's good
illegalTaste101:  i'm over it
TearTheSkyDownxx: okay good.
illegalTaste101:  anywayss...
TearTheSkyDownxx: 'cause I was too
illegalTaste101:  spencers!
illegalTaste101:  omg
illegalTaste101:  oh jesus
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh shit
illegalTaste101:  we have to go there
TearTheSkyDownxx: spencer's
illegalTaste101:  shit
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes
illegalTaste101:  a lot
TearTheSkyDownxx: we do!
TearTheSkyDownxx: the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  uh duh
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  the mall is so cool
illegalTaste101:  MALL!
TearTheSkyDownxx: I know
TearTheSkyDownxx: and we're going to the MALL!
TearTheSkyDownxx: OMG
illegalTaste101:  it's amazing
TearTheSkyDownxx: THE MALL
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  mall!@
TearTheSkyDownxx: it's so cool
illegalTaste101:  mall!@
illegalTaste101:  alj dsf
illegalTaste101:  fuck
TearTheSkyDownxx: malllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  i know
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes the mall!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: we're going to the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: to get clothes
illegalTaste101:  omg omg omg omg omg ogmomg ooh jesus
TearTheSkyDownxx: and clothes
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: and pants!
illegalTaste101:  yes and shoes
TearTheSkyDownxx: pants!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  SHOES!
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: pannnnnnnnnntsssssssssssssss
illegalTaste101:  pants!
TearTheSkyDownxx: SHOES
illegalTaste101:  fuck yes
illegalTaste101:  pantssss
illegalTaste101:  asldjkf
TearTheSkyDownxx: at the mall!
TearTheSkyDownxx: the mallllll!
illegalTaste101:  shoes at the mall!
illegalTaste101:  the mall
illegalTaste101:  guess what
illegalTaste101:  we're going to the mall!
TearTheSkyDownxx: what
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101:  aa i know@

illegalTaste101:  it's amazing
TearTheSkyDownxx: are we really going to the mall?
illegalTaste101:  uuh i dont know
illegalTaste101:  haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: lmao
TearTheSkyDownxx: you're supposed to say yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: so we can go to the mall!
illegalTaste101:  opoh yeah that's what im eabnt
illegalTaste101:  meant
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: the mall
illegalTaste101:  woot
illegalTaste101:  fuck
illegalTaste101:  yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: malllllll
illegalTaste101:  mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: shoes
illegalTaste101:  ooh yeah
illegalTaste101:  freak the shit out
illegalTaste101:  shit
illegalTaste101:  in your bed
illegalTaste101:  haha
illegalTaste101:  kidding
TearTheSkyDownxx: ew
illegalTaste101:  haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: anyways
TearTheSkyDownxx: mall
illegalTaste101:  mall!

TearTheSkyDownxx: are you ready to go?
illegalTaste101:  yes
illegalTaste101:  right now
illegalTaste101:  go
TearTheSkyDownxx: to the mall
illegalTaste101:  run
TearTheSkyDownxx: okay
illegalTaste101:  do it
TearTheSkyDownxx: let's go
TearTheSkyDownxx: I'm at the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: and I'm drinking a strawberry smoothie
TearTheSkyDownxx: while looking at PANTS!
illegalTaste101: yes mall i cant sen messages it's gay.yesi knowPAnts i 'm so excitied
illegalTaste101: pants!
illegalTaste101: i love pants
TearTheSkyDownxx: me too!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: pants
illegalTaste101: we need some cool pants
illegalTaste101: omg
illegalTaste101: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: they're so beautiful
TearTheSkyDownxx: and shorts
illegalTaste101: i know
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101: they're amazing
illegalTaste101: yes shorts
illegalTaste101: OMG
TearTheSkyDownxx: FLIP FLOPS
illegalTaste101: SHORTS
illegalTaste101: yes flip flops
illegalTaste101: fuck yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: holy shit
TearTheSkyDownxx: fuck
TearTheSkyDownxx: yes
illegalTaste101: 34608 parirs
illegalTaste101: pairs*
TearTheSkyDownxx: the mall
illegalTaste101: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: !
TearTheSkyDownxx: mall!
illegalTaste101: the mall is amainzg i love it
TearTheSkyDownxx: I know
TearTheSkyDownxx: it's so cool
TearTheSkyDownxx: and big
illegalTaste101: mall your mom! hjaha kidding
TearTheSkyDownxx: malllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101: bigger than texas
TearTheSkyDownxx: don't mall my mom
illegalTaste101: yes
illegalTaste101: huge
illegalTaste101: h uge
TearTheSkyDownxx: she's not coming
TearTheSkyDownxx: to the mall
illegalTaste101: haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: with us
illegalTaste101: okay good
TearTheSkyDownxx: at the mall
illegalTaste101: the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: lmao
illegalTaste101: guess whos' going to the mall with me?
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
TearTheSkyDownxx: who
illegalTaste101: go ahead guess
illegalTaste101: YOU
TearTheSkyDownxx: lmao
TearTheSkyDownxx: yesss
illegalTaste101: you little poo. haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: we're going to the mall
illegalTaste101: i kniwo
TearTheSkyDownxx: !
illegalTaste101: the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: !
!
illegalTaste101: MALL
TearTheSkyDownxx: !
TearTheSkyDownxx: !
illegalTaste101: it's amazing
illegalTaste101: aah
TearTheSkyDownxx: raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
illegalTaste101: wow that's a lot of ! marks
illegalTaste101: aah ra what/
illegalTaste101: oh yeah the mall?

illegalTaste101: haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: what? what about the mall?
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh yeah, we're going there.
illegalTaste101: yeah we're going
TearTheSkyDownxx: TODAY
illegalTaste101: haha
illegalTaste101: i know
illegalTaste101: now
illegalTaste101: i'm there
illegalTaste101: at spencers
illegalTaste101: shopping
illegalTaste101: fuck
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh realy?
TearTheSkyDownxx: What'd you geT?
illegalTaste101: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: at spencer's
TearTheSkyDownxx: in the mall
illegalTaste101: pants!
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101: haha
TearTheSkyDownxx: p[ants
illegalTaste101: and a hat
TearTheSkyDownxx: did you get shoes too?
illegalTaste101: for you
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg
illegalTaste101: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: HAT
TearTheSkyDownxx: YES
TearTheSkyDownxx: YES
illegalTaste101: i did
TearTheSkyDownxx: OMG
TearTheSkyDownxx: SHIT
TearTheSkyDownxx: A HAT
illegalTaste101: omg
illegalTaste101: yes
TearTheSkyDownxx: OMG
illegalTaste101: shit
illegalTaste101: had
TearTheSkyDownxx: i'M FLIPPED OUT
illegalTaste101: yeah i know
TearTheSkyDownxx: THE MALL
illegalTaste101: fuck yes
illegalTaste101: THe mall is amazing
TearTheSkyDownxx: I KNOW
illegalTaste101: i'm dancing and yping this
TearTheSkyDownxx: I CAN'T WAIT
illegalTaste101: ooh yeah
illegalTaste101: mall
illegalTaste101: mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: FOR THE MALL
illegalTaste101: yueah the mal
TearTheSkyDownxx: YESSS
TearTheSkyDownxx: DANCE
illegalTaste101: is sweet
TearTheSkyDownxx: FOR THE MALL
illegalTaste101: yeah
illegalTaste101: dance like you're going to the mall
illegalTaste101: haha'gl j
TearTheSkyDownxx: yessss
TearTheSkyDownxx: 'cause wer'e going
illegalTaste101: oh i cant typin anymore
TearTheSkyDownxx: omg guess what
illegalTaste101:  it's tiring
illegalTaste101: i lost 364089 pounds
illegalTaste101: what?
TearTheSkyDownxx: are you serious
illegalTaste101: no
TearTheSkyDownxx: that's a lot of weigh
illegalTaste101: no i'd be ded
illegalTaste101: but i'm goint to the mall!
TearTheSkyDownxx: you can gain it back by eating in the food court at the MALL
illegalTaste101: yeah i know
illegalTaste101: fuck
illegalTaste101: ye
TearTheSkyDownxx: yeah don't die
illegalTaste101: yes
illegalTaste101: i wo0nt
TearTheSkyDownxx: you have to go to the mall
illegalTaste101: i am
illegalTaste101: i'm there
TearTheSkyDownxx: good
illegalTaste101: i'm gone
illegalTaste101: yeah
illegalTaste101: fuck
TearTheSkyDownxx: so far gone
illegalTaste101: guess what
TearTheSkyDownxx: at the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: what
illegalTaste101: i'm going to the mall
TearTheSkyDownxx: OMG
TearTheSkyDownxx: I'M COMING
illegalTaste101: an di have to go to dance shit thing
illegalTaste101: guess what
illegalTaste101: i'm gone
illegalTaste101: bye
illegalTaste101: call me
TearTheSkyDownxx: oh shit
illegalTaste101: do it
TearTheSkyDownxx: okay
illegalTaste101: i know
TearTheSkyDownxx: bye
illegalTaste101: shit
illegalTaste101: everywhere
TearTheSkyDownxx: see you at the mall
illegalTaste101: bye
illegalTaste101: k by e
illegalTaste101: call me
TearTheSkyDownxx: okay
TearTheSkyDownxx: and we'll go to the mall
illegalTaste101: yes we will. alright it'sn ot letting me send this but bye. okay .
TearTheSkyDownxx: okayb ye

Yep.

My day started out shitty as fuck. My parents left me home while my dad had to have some stuff done at the 
hospital. He's all good now though. I was pissed that I had to sit home and wait. So I screamed in Sarah's face. 
And then I felt better. lmao.

Anyways, the 4th of July is gonna be fucking amazing. I am so excited. You have no idea. We're all camping at this camp ground. And all of my favorite people are gonna be there: Sarah, (Hopefully) Emily, Kyle, Parios, plus her friends who I love, maybe Brandon. I am so excited. We're gonna have some amazing fun. I'm going there tommorow night too. Not to camp out. But to hang out with Parios. Emily will probably come. 
Along with Brandon and Bryant. Probably not Sarah though because she'll be busy getting ready for camp. I know, what the fuck? Who goes to camp? 
Sometime soon I have to arrange a trip to Jackson to see Heidi. Or I might just go to Jenni's house in Mason and then the three of us can hang out there. I don't know.
I love summer. I do something amazing with someone every day.
But for tonight, we're going to the malllll. Yesssssss.

There's a ton of editing that I could do to this Live Journal.
Not right now though.
That's the thing with me, everything is "not right now."
So my sister is here. And I don't even know here. So I have no idea what to do.
I'm just gonna sit here in the living room. With the safety of my computer.

Wowwww.
I'm really bored.
And it is currently 12:15.
Which is pretty early.
For the summer.
Um...I don't really have anything to say.
My phone is kind of broke.
I'm getting a new one soon.
Or I will be pissed.
Because I love my phone.
Since I'm always gone it makes easier to reach me.
Yep, that's about it.
I love the summer.
Dang, everyone just got off AIM at the same time.
Yeah, I'm going because I have nothing to say.
And I'll probably post another entry later because I have nothing to do tonight since it's like Father's Day.

I just want this one thing.
I just want us to be together and stop fucking up so much.
I won't ever do anything horrible again.
I won't drink, do drugs, skip school, skip math class, fail math class.
Whatever, I won't do it.
It's catastrophe after catastrophe and the cycle never stops.

I just want everyone to know that someday I'm gonna change my live journal layout. It's on my to-do list. It's just at the bottom.
Today, I'm going to see Three Days Grace, Breaking Benjamin, Puddle of Mud, and some band named Red that I don't really know with Brandon, Tyler, Charity, and a couple of other people. And it's gonna be fucking sweet. I'm pretty excited.

I don't know if I'm gonna go to school tommorow since we'll probably get home kind of late. I probably will though.
Nobody comes to live journal anymore. I'll always be reunited with this Live Journal though because I've had it since 7th grade. 

Anyways, I kind of just sent a really stupid message on myspace. I probably shouldn't have sent it, but I did because I couldn't hold all that anger in any longer it had to explode. Whatever, I guess if it's gonna turn out bad, it'll turn out bad and I'll get over it. I can't stand it any longer.

Well, that's about it.

Dear Live Journal,
I must apologize for neglecting you for so long.
And leaving your layout the same for so long. And the icons.
Someday, I'll spend some more time here.

Anyways, things are about to get a lot better. (Knock on wood.) Sarah has went mainly from GROUNDED to restrictions. Which is great because that means we get to hang out this weekend. Which is pretty exciting because we have some sweet plans and things to do.
Oh yeah, speaking of sweet things and Sarah. I don't think I wrote about this. But last Tuesday was Sarah's birthday and I had literally a surprise for her every hour. Hannah and I went all over town looking for a place where they could turn a picture into one of those icing things for a cake. Since the picture was copyrighted, we had to tell Meijer that Jarrod Leto was one of our friends. I thought that was pretty funny. The funny thing is, later on that day I ended up being the surprise. We haven't been able to hang out in almost two months because of what we did. And she called her mom and asked if she could come over since it was her birthday and all, and her mom said maybe. About an hour later her mom called and asked if I could come over for a surprise. And it was an insane surprise too. I wish I would have had a video camera because it was priceless. She ran into the dining room and was like OMG OMG and started bawling. It was a crazy moment. And funny all at the same time. 

Weather update: It's fucking hot. If I don't turn my fan on I wake up sweating like crazy in the middle of the night so I have to get up and turn it on. Nobody wants to turn the air conditioner on yet. I think it's time though. 

I have to read 70 pages of the fifth Harry Potter book everynight starting tonight. My goal is to finish the book in approximately 13 days because I need to get it done before the movie comes out. I'm way behind, as you can see. And then I'll read the 6th book. I figure since this is hte last book coming out, I'd buy it on the night it comes out. 
If only I wasn't so lazy. That'd be sweet.

Ignore that entry below. I just had an explosion there last Thursday because of some things. It's okay now though. I would delete it, but I like to go back and read what I was feeling. And erasing that entry, would be like erasing my feelings. 

I think a lot of peole were surprised when they found out last December that I hadn't actually quit what everyone thought that I had quit. It's okay now though, because I'm trying so hard. I have a lot of support. And I'm trying to fix everything.

Wow. I miss LJ. Why don't I come here anymore? I have no idea.
I am greatly pleased that spring break will be coming to an end shortly. I got ungrounded exactly on the day that it started.
However, it honestly hasn't been that great since I was unable to hang out with Sarah because she is still fucking grounded.
And could be grounded until as long as May.  Which is horrible.
I spent a lot of time with Brandon and some of his friends.  Some time was spent with Hannah before she left for Virginia.
I don't know what is going to happen today because this morning my Grandpa was taken to the hospital for having
incredibly painful chest pains.  We all know what that could mean, but I won't say it for my own comfort reasons. Because I love
my grandpa. And I love my grandma. They never missed any important meets this bowling season. They even came to detroits
for states.
Wow, somehow I always end up on this subject of bowling.  I'm officially declaring myself a loser.  Since I always end up on the
topic, why I'm considering quitting is somewhat unknown to me. This year, was a lot of fun but for the most part I went through
a lot. Everyone already knows who our anchor will be for next year.  I know I say that I don't care much for anchor but actually that
would be pretty amazing.  But I'm always second best no matter what. Never first.  Only by about 10 pins though.  So there isn't
much of a difference.
I know this is really weird but I'm starting to not be able to stand my perfect relationship with Brandon. It's so perfect, nothing
ever goes wrong. I want to argue. I want to fight with him. I want him to call me a bitch when I'm being a bitch and not just be like
"No, it's fine I wanna do whatever you want to do." NO. I want to argue about what we do. I want to scream in each other's faces.
Yeah, that's what I want. And I told him this, and he thinks I'm going crazy. I'm really not though. I swear. haha.

Wow, I feel like I haven't been to school on a Friday in a long time. Two weeks ago was regionals and then last Friday was states. We bowled shitty. But we had an amazing time on Thursday and Friday night at the hotel. I kind of hate LJ but I've had this LJ for so long that I could never leave it. haha.  Bowling season went by so fast. But now it's time to work even harder for next season. I'm getting a new ball and a new technique. Yeah, I'm going to a curve ball. It's bullshit. But let's be real, who cares about a straight ball? No one. I'mma post some pictures from last weekend.


But first, my favorite one. Even though I look like a retard.

I just felt like posting an LJ entry since myspace will not do tonight. I'm going through some websites I don't use as much such as this one and VampireFreaks. This might be semi-longish because I don't feel like going to bed just yet.

I'm talking to Emily right now. She's taking an extremely long time to type. No joke. I just want to say that I have the best friends ever. Seriously. Sarah, Emily, Colleen, Monica. Especially Sarah because she's currently doing so much for me, and helping me. It's crazy. Emily is still typing. Jesus. And this paragraph was written over a length of about five minutes since I needed to think of something to say.

I had travel leuage bowling today. Our team won by 200 pins. We've been in third place for forever. It's quite annoying. Okay wait, Emily finally just sent what she was typing.

Wow, that was powerful right there. Some powerful hate towards a certain person. That just kind of gave me a little bit of hate myself. Wow. I just read what I wrote and it's kind of funny because it's like two seconds between this paragraph and the one above when actually I took like 15 minutes to read what she wrote. Actually, these aren't even paragraphs 'cause they aren't indented. I don't know what they are.

Anyways...bowling. Tommorow I have a meet with the varsity team. I don't even think Sexton has a bowling team. But whatever. The coach said we're just gonna bowl for stats and averages. We'll still get our points and our win and everything but it won't be as fun with no opponent. So far, we've beaten East Lansing and Jackson. We've won against everett due to them not having their team there. And now we're gonna get a win against Sexton. We're undefeated. It's a pathetic undefeated but it's there. We're really good. I think the only team we have to worry about is Grand Ledge because they're two year champions. I think we got it though. We bowl so good together as a team when we bowl baker games. It's pretty sweet. I'm very happy to be part of such an amazing team that we are. It's some real team work.

I really hate exams. For english, I have to write four essays that have to be two pages long. I already wrote two. I just need two more by Wednesday. I don't even know how to do anything in math. That's why Sarah is gonna teach me math and I'm gonna help her with History. I really like history. It's pretty easy because stuff in the past is just facts. For some reason, I just don't understand numbers. I've just always had a problem with math. 

Wow, it's 11 o' clock. So I'm gonna keep writing this. Hmm...I need to work on my science essays for the exam. Oh fuck, I just remembered that I have to memorize some body parts for my gym essay. I have 'til Friday for that so it's all good. And then I have the French exam on Friday too. Which shouldn't be that bad. I really love speaking French. And it's cool to be able to know two languages. Makes me feel kind of smartish.

Okay, well I think I'm gonna go and x-post this in a myspace blog since people actually read that one. And then go to bed. Actually, I don't think I should get off 'cause I'm in the middle of talking about something with Emily.

Oh dang. I love Dashboard Confessional. They are absolutely amazing. 

I've got my eye on top shelf liquor,
With taste so smooth it
Hits you quicker.
But you've only got the well.

And I've got an eye for top tier women
With legs so long they go straight to heaven,
But this old bunch looks like hell.

But tonight I'll take what I can get.

I'd like to hear a great musician
With strange ideas and grand ambition,
But this guy, he's got trouble with chords.

And I'd like to leave this game a winner
Head held high, the luck of beginners
But this old losers crawling out on all fours.

But tonight I'll take what I can get.

Well this drink will do,
And girl you look all right,
And this band is playing like hell tonight.

These dice are loaded
And lord I am too
I might be losing but I'm leaving soon.

With the prettiest girl
To enter this dump,
She drank all of the whiskey but she left me the rum
And tonight I'll take what I can get

Tonight I'll take what I can get

I've got my sights on brand new beginnings
Brand new starts make saints of sinners
But I'm doomed to live in my past

Live nude girls says the sign out front,
But old dead dreams are dancing in front,
Of old dead dreamers with washed up luck,
Buying love for cash

Well tonight I'll take what I can get.

This old story gets stale and dry,
No matter how I try and try
To spin this fable
Fresh and new

You strung me along
Like a tease on prom night
Getting me loose but
Leaving me uptight
Please tell me that
Some of that love was true.

Tonight I'll take what I can get

Well this drink will do,
And girl you look all right,
And this band is playing like hell tonight.

These dice are loaded
And lord I am too
I might be losing but I'm scoring soon.

With the prettiest girl
To enter this dump,
She drank all of the whiskey but she left me the rum
And tonight I'll take what I can get. 

I was about to put my favorite parts in bold but then I realized that all of the song would be in bold except for a couple of lines.

Ugh, I have to go back to school tommorow.
But that's okay.
Because break was amazing.
I was with Sarah for most of it.
We had our first bowling meet last Thursday. We won automatically because only one of Everett's bowlers showed up. Well, we still got our points for the match and everything but it was just lame that we didn't have an oppoinent.
The great part was, the coach didn't sub me out for the entire meet. 
I bowled a 189 my first game, so he put me in the second game. Than I bowled a 144. [Which is alright but not marvelous.] It was better than three other girls that were in so he put me in the two baker games. Every frame I bowled on the baker game, I bowled a strike. I helped the team out a lot. It was nice. Our shirts are so sweet. We're gonna wear them on Tuesdays before our meets. We're getting cool sweatshirts too. I love them.
I'm doing a lot better in bowling since my ankle is better. See, all I needed was a week or so to rest it and stop bowling on it and running in gym on it everyday. When my ankle was messed up, it messed up my entire approach. I had to shorten my steps so I wouldn't have room to slide since it hurt so much. And then I was worrying so much about my stupid foot that I lost concentration in aiming for my mark. It was just terrible. It's all good now though since it's better.

Last night, Sarah, Monica, and I went to my brother's show. He was pretty sweet. I love my brother. He's so cool. I saw a sweet new band too; From Under The Gallows. The lead singer reminds me a lot of Buddy Nielsen. He sounds like him when he screams and his face kind of looks like him a little bit.

Despite everything that happened last night, I thought it was alright. I've never told anyone my reasoning for things. Ever. It's nice to talk to someone who actually listens. I have no idea what we're going to do about Emily. Fuck. I don't know.
But I think I'm gonna call Sarah soon and see how she's doing.